Atheist

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 14:48:58 GMT

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One Shot For Heaher

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 19:42:49 GMT

Title: Paradise
Summary: Tsume is dying. Will he reach Paradise? Someone is waiting for him there...
Rating: 13
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: TsumeX Toboe
Disclaimer: I do not own Wolf's Rain
Dedicate: For my very best friend Heather
Description: please be gentle. English isn't my first language, so vocabulary could be crappy.

Tsume was dying. Without pain, in the peaceful silence. With his few last breaths he was inhaling cold, evening air, moonlight. So this is it? So alone, so quiet. Loneliness. Blood was slowly driffting away from his body. Red snow. Bloody red. Scarlet and white. Like love. Like...

- Toboe... - He whispered soundlessly.
- Just close Your eyes. I'm here for You. - This well known whisper. So calm.

Tsume closed his eyes. He could swear that he felt a soft touch on his face. So gentle. Slightly he rose his mounth in a light smile. This scent? Is it possible? Darkness had surrounded him. Wrapped mind of the gray wolf. Eyes closed forever. The last breath was rising to the sky.

- Tsume... Wake up Tsume. - Somewhere behind the mists of his mind he heard a voice. Soft, childish.

Is he really alive by now? No, this is impossible. The wound was lethal, and he knew it. But this voice. Now so clear. He felt a tactile sensation. Somebody was shaking him delicately. He wasn't so cold as earlier. He could hear birds singing. The sSun was warming his body.

- Tsume, just wake up. It's time already. - He knew this voice so well.

- Runt? - he asked uncounsciosly, opening his eyes in the time.

Toboe! Yes, it was him. The brownhaired boy was leaning against him. Tsume in his first reaction pulled the boy away from him. Smirking he. He looked around. He was in a meadow full of flowers, beautiful sunlight. Awesome.

- Am I dead? - he asked looking at Toboe, who was lying at the grass and staring at the sky.

- I think so. How do I know Tsume- san - Wolf smiled to him delicately.

- What is this place? Is it..

- Paradise? I don't know. You're here, so I think it is a Paradise.

Tsume shook his head. He felt weird. This place was the fulfilment of his dreams. Wild nature. And Toboe... he wasn't alone anymore. All those bad things just floated away. Pain, fear, stings of remorse. All gone. So this is death?

- I'm sorry runt. - He whispered

- For what Tsume? - Boy sat near him.

The Sun was setting, its beams were filling their bodies. Soon the moon will rise. Lunar flowers will bloom and intoxicate with its scent. The gray wolf closed his eyes once again. He wanted it to be real , he wanted it so badly. Toboe softly caressed his cheek. It felt so good.

- I'm sorry I couldn't rescue you then. I have let you down. - He was hardly saying those words.

He took Toboe's hand and pushed to his mouth. The brownhaired boy didn't say anything. Only blushed a little.

- You didn't let me down. You promised me, that You would take me to Paradise. And You did it.

Tsume couldn't say anything. This kid. How does he know?

- Tsume. Paradise is only where You are. It's the only thing that matters. Just You. It's the end of our pain. Do You understand?

- You're stupid. - Silverhead growled and hugged Toboe really close to him.

- You're here. Everyone's here. You won't be afraid anymore.

- I'm not afraid. What are You thinking?!

- Shhh... - Toboe put his finger on Tsume's mouth

Grey wolf looked at him, shocked. But those hazel eyes. Was so calm, so full of love. . Maybe Toboe really was right? He wouldn't be alone anymore. He will never let him down.

- Why are You doing this? Runt? - He murmured.

- Because I love You. Because I'll do anything for You. Anything, just to make You happy.

- Is it okay for You to touch me, to love?

- Of course it is Tsume.

Tsume's lips shaked. This sweet taste. The gentle touch. The kiss was so innocent, so chaste. Like first sunbeam in Spring. At last the +ilverhead broke the kiss.

- Maybe You're right kid. This is our Paradise.

- Ne.. Tsume

The moon was shining really strong. Toboe nestled closer. Tsume played with boy's wisps of hair.

- So this is love? This is real happiness? - He whispered to himself.

- Tsume are You...

- Yeah runt. I love You. And now just shut up and let me kiss You once more.

END.

Still working on it

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:26:21 GMT

Changing layout here is realy difficult. Wish it would be easier. But as Heather said : soon everything will be clear. I hope so. I wrote some one shot fanfic for her. Maybe I will published it here. Only If she will check it for mistakes. English isn't my first language, so sometimes I'm making really stupid mistakes. *SIGH* Maybe I will watch Wolf's Rain one more time? I'm really bored today.

Feeling odd

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 17:32:23 GMT

Ehh I'm new here. And I have lot of problems with this thing working. So anyone. Don't laugh or so ;/ Please. At first I want to thank You sweety ;*. Without Your help I would never be able to start up with this thing.

I'm ready to touch the stars

Atheist

One Shot For Heaher

Still working on it

Feeling odd